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LELOUCH VI BRITANNIA ⬤ CODE GEASS
residential district ⬤ Level Two
moonblessing ⬤ Iris

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[endgamed]

Have you ever dated anybody before?

[leekspins]

Not until I came here. Kind of pathetic, isn't it?

[endgamed]

You just called me pathetic.

[leekspins]

You too? Really?

Sorry, by the way! It wasn't intentional!

At least you'll probably do it for the right reasons. I started dating because I found out the person I was in love with didn't seem to prefer girls. So I decided I had to act and change my feelings, so I wouldn't burden him with a one-sided love.

[endgamed]

[ Well, that's a tricky situation to be in. This is why you should never love anybody anymore, Orihime. ]

How is that working out for you now? Have you moved on?

[leekspins]

Not really. Falling in love with someone else is hard. And I'm a little mad at myself for having selfish motives, since it's not fair to my dates.

[endgamed]

Matters of the heart always take a lot of time. Years may not be able to make you move on, but you'll need to do something about it or else you'll be stuck in the past forever.

[leekspins]

That's true. I'll keep trying. I do like spending time with the friends I get to go out with.

What would you do?

[endgamed]

The only person I've fallen in love with is dead.

That's why being intimate now is not a priority.

[leekspins]

That's awful. I'm so sorry. And I was insensitive about it all this time.

How long ago did it happen?

[endgamed]

It's not a big deal. You didn't know, did you?

I'd prefer not to say.

[leekspins]

May I ask what that person was like?

[endgamed]

Pure and sincere... like the kind of princess out of a storybook.

[leekspins]

[She's quiet for a little while, the texting rate slowing. It seems like this anonymous person must be young, possibly her age. They wanted to enroll in school, and have no dating experience. So to lose somebody he or she loved meant that person was also very young. The trepidation to share that kind of love and intimacy with anyone else is completely understandable. No wonder Iris was the last option they wanted.]

She must have been wonderful.

I don't want to ask too much if it's painful for you. But I also feel like it helped me a lot to share the good memories of a person I lost too. I wanted to talk about him with a smile, so other people would get to know the person I was lucky enough to have in my life.

So if you want to talk about her, I wouldn't mind listening. And if you're not ready, that's okay too. We can talk about other things.

Thank you for telling me this much.

[endgamed]

It really does help that I don't know who you are, and you don't know me.

[ Another lie. He's caught on as to who "MegaRobo3000" really is... ]

It's getting late, though. Don't you think? For a second there, I thought you'd fallen asleep on me.

[ A joke that he only finds funny. ]

[leekspins]

Ha ha, I'm sorry! I wanted to make sure I didn't say something reckless.

[She appreciates the subtlety. He doesn't want to talk about her, not yet. But he hasn't been blunt or said it in a way that would cause her shame.]

I'll probably be up for another hour, I have some assigned reading for my new classes. There's a lot of catching up to do. I hope your new school experience was fun!

[endgamed]

You should probably get started on your readings, then. Are they a lot?

[ It's getting late, Lelouch says, but he doesn't really sleep until maybe 2-3 AM, only to wake up at 6 AM on normal days. ]

[leekspins]

Don't worry, I'm keeping a good pace while talking with you! Texting is very convenient for doing schoolwork and then taking a break to neglect it.

It's kind of a lot, but I knew it probably would be when I signed up for classes near the end of the school year. It's fascinating, though, so I don't have to make many flash cards except for new terms.

But if you need to go, we can talk later.

[endgamed]

I'm going to start reading myself, but if you'd like to discuss something else, feel free to.

I may just reply slower than usual.

[leekspins]

That's okay, I'll be slow too!

[Which is a lie, she's kind of prioritizing their conversation over reading. But what else should she talk about? Nothing heavy, probably. He isn't comfortable with opening up too much yet, and if she kept talking about her own problems, it would be one-sided and not mutually beneficial.]

I got a goal in volleyball with a headbutt!

[endgamed]

[ He's going to have to lie about his P.E. class. He doesn't have it. ]

I joined an organisation that made me exempt in P.E..

That's good, though. But I don't think you're supposed to do that.

[leekspins]

Exempt? Do you not like it?

Ha ha, probably not! But everyone else was so surprised that they were slow to react. Point!

[endgamed]

No, but taking P.E. while representing the school for sport feels a little redundant to me.

Maybe try not to do it again, though.

[leekspins]

[Huh... Lelouch is in her P.E. class, so this can't be him. She kind of wondered if it might be, but it seems there's another Moonblessed there she hasn't met yet. Is he worried about her, then...?]

I suppose so. I think it's fun!

But you're right, the element of surprise would be completely lost if I kept doing it.

[endgamed]

[ Sorry, Orihime. He's already given a personal part of him in this conversation, so he can't give himself out as Lelouch! ]

I don't think it's a legal play, either.